forgivenss is never easy. bitterness is easy. hatred is always easy. but forgiveness, thats a tough one. sometimes people say things they dont mean or do things they cant take back. sometimes we do things we cant take back. so we feed ourselves to starve the pain. were all afraid of something. i was afraid, i was dying, but in the face of great dispa ir i had an epiphany. what ive done is who i am. but what ive done is not who ill be. it doesnt mean what youve done is forgotten, what youve done is out there, and what youve done will find you.

its back :)

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Yay, thanks for getting me to 1100 subs guys! I'm so sorry it's been like 2 weeks since I updated, and I've got two episodes worth of quotes to post right now! I've been SO busy, the last few months of school before summer usually are. ACTs and finals coming up and everything's just been crazy. But here!

What Do You Go Home To?
[ Nathan and Haley have learned from the mistakes with the nanny, so they decide to interview potential nannies or mannies, but it goes in a completely different way. Meanwhile Brooke still wants to go ahead with adopting a baby. Mouth and Millicent take a new step in their relationship and Quentin must reconsider his intentions. ]

She's the first thing I think about everyday. How is she? Does she miss me like I miss her? How do I get her back? And then another day without her begins.

Nathan; Because of the bad things he did. People decided they didn't want it up there anymore.
Jamie; You do bad things sometimes. And yours is still up there.
Nathan; Not that bad.

I feel bad for you. I feel bad for her. And I feel responsible somehow. And I really hope that doesn't come off as arrogant, okay? But I know this hurt you.

Brooke; You think she'll like the purple monkey?
Lucas; I think that's she's gonna love the girl who gives it to her.

That kid's a lot hairier than I thought he'd be!

Manny; So Haley tells me you like to watch your nannies swim naked in the pool?
Nathan; I guess I deserved that.

It's just a big deal. It's kids. I mean, I know it's just one. But if you really want a famiy, something that's like forever.. Forever scares a lot of us.

It's said that the saddest thing a man will ever face is what might have been. But what about the man who's faced with what was, or what may never be, or what can no longer be. Choosing the right path is never easy, it's a decision we make with only our hearts to guide us, but sometimes we find our way to something better. Sometimes we fight through the regret and remorse of our mistakes, our malice and our jealousy, and the shame we feel for not being the people we were meant to be. And that's when we find our way to something better, or when something better finds its way to us.

Life Is Short
[ Nathan and Haley throw a birthday party for Jamie. Deb hired a clown, and Haley is not happy with it since it's a creepy one. Lindsey returns to Tree Hill for Jamie's birthday, which gives Lucas hope that the relationship will be rekindled. When Dan arrives, Deb's mood swings fast and in the meantime Brooke and Peyton attend the party with baby Angie. ]

Haley; Are you really in love with him or are you just in love with the idea of him?
Peyton; If I'm being honest, maybe a little bit of both. I think I miss what I thought we would be.

What are we gonna do?! There's a new episode Tila Tequila!

Brooke; Do you ever wanna go back? I remember being sixteen and everything just seemed so much easier. Would you do it differently?
Lucas; I'd try and appreciate the things I took for granted. But I think we have to go through all that stuff to get to the places we want to be.

Dan; I have a bad heart.
Nathan; You're just realizing that?

Sometimes, when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you when you have big plans. But you don't need plans. Just find that perfect match, the one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize the plans that you made were just plans. But in the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you wanna believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You wanna believe that you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.

♥

So I really like that last quote from the last episode, it was really good. Anyways, I'll try not to go 2 weeks after this lol. New episode Monday!!!!<3 Comments loves.

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Sorry it took so long but OMG! This last episode was amazing. I mean it was kind of boring when it comes to like action and stuff, but the quotes were sooo good. I finally got them all, and there's alot but please enjoy! New episode this Monday with a new Gossip Girl woo!

Echoes, Silence, Patience & Grace
[ Lucas picks up the pieces after being left at the altar by Lindsey, while Nathan and Haley deal with the repercussions of Jamie's abduction. Dan is free for now, but he must find himself a job to convince the parole that he is changed for good. Brooke is haunted by her past as a woman from adopting asks her questions, while Peyton gets a visit from an old friend. ]

She's struggling a bit. I guess that's what happens when you fall in love.

All her songs were gone. Her voice. All of it. So I tried to find new songs to fill that quiet. But none of them ever really have. Now she's gone. And there's just silence.

I want her to look at me the way she used to and see a better man than maybe I'll ever be. And then I wanna be that man. I will be.

I wanna believe in it all again. Music and art and love. I wanna believe that I've made the right choices and that I'm on the right path and that there's still time to fix the mistakes that I've made. And I want hope.

Haley; You never told me that.
Nathan; It's not something I'm proud of. I'm not good with being vulnerable.

I needed to know if she could forgive me. I needed to know if I still had a chance to be great in her eyes. And she did, she forgave me. That was the moment that everything changed for me. The moment I fell in love with her. Because she could see past all the mistakes I'd made. Maybe sometimes I screw up because I wanna feel that again.

Not knowing is way worse than a no.

You don't look at me like that anymore. And I get it, I haven't been worthy of that look from you in a long time. But I miss that.

Everyone gets to be young.
Especially when you are.

Jamie; They won't let me outside the fence.
Dan; Yeah trust me, I know the feeling.

Maybe you aren't the people you fell in love with because neither of you is trying to be the people you fell in love with.

Sometimes all a child needs to succeed is love.

Max; You think about him much?
Peyton; Everyday.

I wish I could change some of the things that I've done. I guess I'm just disappointed in myself.

His heart is breaking right now. And I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of what we used to be. So I wish for patience and grace. And the strength to just let him be happy. And mostly I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part. Letting go, that's the part of grace that really sucks.

Dan; I've changed.
Sam; People don't change. It's not possible.

You're not sorry. But you should be. You know what my mother said to me when I wanted to start a company. She said, "Your chances are one in a million." And I said, "Maybe I'm that one." She said, "You're not." And she was wrong. And whatever she thought she saw in me was wrong. Because I am one in a million. And there is a child out there with something so special inside of them but whose life is miserable because they think no one wants them. But I can be a great mother to that child. No matter their age, or race, or sex. I could help them find what makes them special. But you can't see that, then you're wrong. Just like my mom. Why don't you go ahead and write that down?

Peyton; It's all gonna be okay, I know that. It's just some days are kinda messy.
Max; Well, it's only life.

You changed her life. So maybe that's why you came home. To change someone's life. Maybe change your own life at the same time. And I think you can. You just need a little patience.

Peyton; Time heals old wounds huh?
Max; Time, music. Let me ask you something. When was the last time you got in that cool car of yours and turned up the stereo and just drove? Try it sometime. You might find something that can heal that broken heart of yours.

You two are going to be okay. I really think so.

I miss you, I do. I love you. Everyday I wake up and have this ache in my chest. And sometimes I just sleep in because I know when I wake up you're not gonna be there.

There will be long nights, heated
arguments. It'll be like we're married.

One day you're gonna wake up and feel that same ache in your heart. And you'll realize how much I love you. And when that day comes, I'll still be waiting for you. And you'll come home to me.

Sometimes I find your goodness staggering. I didn't get a chance to tell you in the session. But your kindess is overwhelming. And if I haven't said it lately, you're also sexy as hell.

Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want. Everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know when the next moment, the next smile, the next wish will come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it with all your heart.

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Soo yeah that's about it. Keep subscribing and commenting loves!<3 New episode Monday!

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Hey guys! Sorry I've kinda been MIA for the past couple weeks, just been taking a break from the site while our favorite show was taking a break from TV! But it's back tomorrow, so I thought I'd throw in a quick update! I've been watching Season 4 dvds all weekend lol. It makes me miss the old days of oth! But anyways.. reguarding the return of new episodes this week, I've been getting a few different questions. So here's the answers I have.

01. Is OTH on Mondays for good now?
I'm not exactly sure! I think it might be and it will be accompanied by Gossip Girl starting on the 21st, but I'm not 100% sure so don't take my word for it. Best place to get the accurate information would be at www.CWTV.com. Let me know what you guys know!

02. Why is OTH airing at like 11:30 for its new episode this week?
If you live in the Chicago area (which I do) the show won't be on until around 11 or 11:30 due to the fact that The CW is the sponsoring host for all Chicago sports teams and their games. There's a home Bulls game this Monday so OTH can't air until after that's over. This is not a permanent condition, just for tonight and whenever there's other games.

03. How many episodes are left this season and is it returning?
I'm not sure how many are left. I've heard that there's 3 or 4, but once again- not 100% sure. And I couldn't find any related information at www.CWTV.com. So I'm not sure really. And hopefully we've got a season 6, but it's usually not announced until May. So keep your fingers crossed!

That's about it- if you have any other questions feel free to comment! Otherwise, watch OTH tomorrow night on the CW! :) And keep coming back here for more, I'll have quotes up as soon as I can! Thanks again loves.<3

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Thanks for all the feedback on the last entry! Sorry it took me awhile, volleyball's been really hectic lately! But here's the past two episodes. I'm completely caught up!

You're Gonna Need Someone On Your Side
[ On the eve of Lucas and Lindsey's Wedding, they conspire to save Nathan and Haley's marriage; Brooke pairs Peyton with an old boyfriend; Rachel and Dan return to Tree Hill. ]

Albert Kemmer once wrote, "Blessed are the hearts that can bend, they shall never be broken."

Peyton; She's really great.
Lucas; I know. But it means alot to hear you say it.

Let's just say things are really good.

If that's love letter #86 from the sad box of Lucas from over the summer, you can keep it.

Brooke; But have they even talked since Nathan went all Jude Law with the hot nanny?
Peyton; Didn't we warn her?

Oh, PDA in the mall is so 7th grade.

I know I can beat this. I just got so deep in it I forgot which way was up.

You need to learn to let go of whatever it is that makes you think you're not good enough. Cause that's what's gonna beat this, when you realize you matter.

Jamie; Is he your boyfriend?
Brooke; You're the only boyfriend in my life.

Your hearts were in the right place. You picked the right person to spend the rest of your life with.

I'm amazed at how little he is because his heart is so big.

Nathan; I'm sorry.
Haley; Aren't you tired of saying that?

You shouldn't have to apologize for who you are. Not anymore. I knew who you were when I married you and what I realized is that it's really not fair. It was wrong of me to try and change you. I'm the one who's sorry. I shouldn't have tried to change you or us. And now, I'm done trying.

Skills; You know I'm always gonna be there for you right?
Jamie; Word.

She's gone. You tried. I guess she just wasn't ready.

Jamie; Are you ever coming home daddy?
Nathan; I hope so.
Jamie; I hope so too.

That is not what I want my business to be. People deserve better.

Victoria; You earned my help. She didn't earn yours.
Brooke; A daughter is not supposed to have to earn her mother's help or her love. It is supposed to be unconditional.

Albert Kemmer once wrote "Blessed are the hearts that can bend, they shall never be broken." But I wonder.. if there's no breaking, there's no healing. And if there's no healing, then there's no learning. If there's no learning, then there's no struggle. But the struggle is a part of life. So must all hearts be broken?

Hundred
[ On Lucas and Lindsey's wedding day, Peyton must choose between intervening and losing Lucas forever; Nathan tries to reconcile with Haley; Dan shows up for the family reunion along with Carrie, who's up to something. ]

When I was a boy, my family took me on a trip. We didn't go to any exotic place, we didn't go anywhere glamorous, we just drove. We drove the backroads of Tree Hill, we saw all kinds of great things. We were going everywhere, anywhere. But it wasn't about where we ended up, it was about what happened and who we saw along the way. But something happened the day, something magical. The truth is, I don't think I ever felt safer. That day, it was one of the best days of my life. Just like today.

Haley; You shouldn't have done that.
Nathan; I wanted to.
( I was so sad this wasn't real! )

It's about yearning and want. I think you wrote it about Peyton because you still love her.

Karen; You are not! James Lucas Scott is a baby!
Jamie; I got bigger!

She misses you. She's still stubborn. Same as last week.

Nathan; Besides, what do you think is gonna go down before your wedding in the church?
Lucas; Ohh you underestimate me.
Nathan; You're going to hell!

You're still in that best underwear, she still laughs at your stupid jokes phase.

And he has faith that it'll return. Even though science and his intellect tell him it won't. His heart stilll believes. And it's heartbreaking. It's an epic love story.

She's a mess. She's trying to put on a brave face and be noble. But we all thought this was gonna be her day.

It's hard but I'm happy.
At least I'm trying to be.

I've always wondered where that strength comes from. That dignity and grace that you have put on in the face of everything that has happened in your life. Because I really wanna be that kind of person someday.

You have grown more than anyone I've ever known.

In life, you can always come up with reasons to give up. But if you don't, you might just find love in the places you never imagined. Whatever it is, just don't give up on anything. And if you don't get it, you might get something better.

Lily; That's what you have to call me.
Jamie; I do not!
Lily; Yeah- say it. Aunt Lily!

Whoaaa, you look like Cinderella.

Brooke; What kind of boyfriend takes his guy roommate camping for the weekend!?
Peyton; Jake Gyllenhal..

But babygirl you are so far away from okay, you ain't even in the same area code.

You're a good guy. You're a good friend. And you're a great brother. Whatever happens out there, I've got your back.

Listen to me. I've seen you do great things, some of the greatest things. You need to look in your heart and find out who you really want. And if it's her, then go get her. She doesn't stand a chance.

Brooke; I wanna have a baby.
Peyton; With me?

You should've been there. You should've been there to protect him. You're his father, you should've been there. And I should've let you come home.

I can't lose him, he's all I have.

There were many that couldn't understand and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours he knew in his heart that it would come back and his life would be whole again.

It's an epic love story.
It's just not ours.

That last episode was sooo good. I was so glad that Dan saved Jamie! And I'm super super happy that Andy's back! Sooo yeah. No new episodes until the 14th, but I think we all know it's worth the wait! :) Keep the comments and subs coming!<3